God's Pawn (Fantasy Novel)

Humans, we choose our own destiny and make our own rules, this is a gift we known as the freewill. Angels, under the command of God they are here to help and protect Humans which gives God the power he now possesses. Demons, under the command of the Devil himself they are here to bring misfortune upon Humans and try to stop them from worshiping God so he will lose his power. Angels versus Demons, God versus the Devil. An eternal struggle where Humans is between it all without even noticing.

People worship God and some worship the Devil. But they don’t know what’s going on behind the scenes. Angels and Demons are walking among us, yes, among us humans in the streets, sitting right next to us in buses and trains. The reason I know this? Well, let’s just say I was at the wrong place at the wrong time.

I was on my way back after some grocery shopping when I was thinking of taking a shortcut over some hills instead of waiting for the bus. When I followed a narrow path in a small forest I heard some strange sounds. Sounds that was familiar to some sort of metal clashing together like swords or something. I was hungry but as a video game fanatic I could not let this pass, mostly because it reminds me of fighting games I liked to play. It sounded like combat and so I followed the sounds of pure curiosity. When I came closer an intense atmosphere surrounded me. It was really hard to breath; I lost the shopping bag and was struggling for oxygen. It felt like I was going to blackout and right before it all went black I saw a sharp blue shimmer between the trees.

The next thing I remembered is that I woke up and all I could see is the sky. When I rose up I suddenly notice I was standing on a cloud. At this point I was thinking; “am I dead?” when I stood there I looked up at the sun, or what I believed was the sun, I could see something that was coming my way. When it came closer I thought I saw a person with wings, at this point I thought to myself; “Yup, I’m definitely dead.” and to no huge surprise it was an Angel that was coming my way. It was a girl; she was the most beautiful thing I have ever seen. Her blond hair, light skin-tone and blue eyes made her perfect. When I looked at her more closely I felt warm. “What are you staring at jackass?!” the Angel suddenly said to me when she landed.
ahhh I was surprised. Despite the fact that she is an Angel I never did expect that kind of greeting. “Sheesh lady. This is not what I call a warm welcome.” I responded.

“What did you expect? A nice cute girl saying something like; hello, you are dead so welcome to heaven and enjoy your stay?” “As the matter of fact, yes.” I answered back to her just to card her off. “You are a sad man, I really hate men! Every male that comes here believe this is paradise and we are here as some kind of servant for you to play with.” “Isn’t this supposed to be heaven? Where we live our dead life the way we want it? Relax, have our dream come true and have no worries? It sounds like paradise to me.” When I said the last sentence she looked so pissed and before I knew it she pulled a SPAS-12 Shotgun at my face out from nowhere. “I dare you to say that one more time.” She whispered so I could barely hear her. “Do you think you can kill me when I’m already dead?” This was kind of confusing but this is either a dream or I’m really dead and nothing can harm me anyway. “I’m assigned to be your guide and here is my first friendly tip to you: never make fun of women, ever.” and suddenly without warning I felt burning pain through my whole body that was so intense that it is impossible for me to describe it. I screamed and when I fell backwards I realized I had been shot by that shotgun. Suddenly it all went black.

When I woke I was lying in a hospital bed. There were sky-blue curtains around me. Then I heard a door getting pulled to the side and I heard footsteps getting louder and louder. Then someone shoved the curtains right in front of me to the side. “Hello there. You are Felix correct?” a female nurse was standing in front of me. “Ye-Yes” I responded with a low voice. I was seriously disoriented and confused; I guess that you would be too at this point. “OK, I got some of your records here and I need you to be absolutely sure this information is true, OK?” “O-OK.” I stated. “Good” She continued. “Your first name is Felix correct?” “Yes.” “You are in the age of 24, correct?” “Yes.” “And you live on Eleven Street, Creek Road, right?” “That is correct.” I have no idea why they are asking me all these questions. “Well Felix, you see. You had collapsed in the forest south-west of the city. Some travelers found you and brought you here. It was a heart attack but we cannot figure out what caused this. Your body is as healthy as it can be and your brain waves are perfect. Can you tell me what you were doing before and until you got to the forest?” she asked with some kind of an exciting face like she is eager to her my story.

“Well.” I started. “I have a daily routine by going to the local shopping mall buying the normal groceries like milk, bread etc. each Thursday. When I was done I became so hungry and the bus was not going to arrive until five so I decided to take a nice shortcut since the time was around three.” “Ok, keep going.” she interrupted while she wrote something down. “When I was half way through the forest I heard some clinking noises like swords or metal clashing together. When the sounds became louder and louder I suddenly had hard time breathing and then it all became black.” “It does sound like how a heart attack starts. That is nothing unusual except for the sounds. Well, I will be back within some hours. Please relax until then.” After she said that she pulled back the curtains and left.

I was still confused. “If I collapsed, I didn’t die and that means it was a dream.” I thought to myself. After collecting my thoughts I felt really tired so I took a nap. When I woke up I suddenly felt someone’s back against mine. I turned around and there was the Angel in my dream sleeping. I nearly screamed and panicked. I never thought that she really existed so that means it was not a dream and I’m crazy or I’m still dreaming. Then I realized that she is wearing a summer school uniform and no wings were visible. I tried to slowly get out if bed without waking her and when I sat at the edge of the bed ready to rise up she grabbed my arm. “Where do you think you are going, hmm?” she asked me. “Why do you want to know that?” I asked her back. She then came out with this response that surprised me even more: “You really are a dumb Fork; I told you that I’m your Guide, not. Because you saw a fight between Angels and Demons in the forest we needed to shut you up. We needed to keep everything between God and the Devil related stuff a secret. Since you had no one in your life this was an easy task. Though I cannot figure out why God want you to fight on our side.” “If that was the truth then this God could just erase my memory.” “He could, yes. But God made a pact and so did the Devil to the Humans that they would not use their powers to interfere in their lives. So no he could not.” she stated. “You got to be kidding me… Why did I get a heart attack just so suddenly then. Care to explain?” “Ha-ha! That was just because of the intense atmosphere that only Angels and Demons can survive in. It was too much for you puny little heart to handle. Man, you really do suck”

After she said that I did not know what to do. So am I destined to fight for God in all eternity? Will I not be able to live my own life anymore just because of my freaking curiosity? “Hey jackass, time to move your ask.” I notice now that she stood in the open window of the room. “So you say that is got wings now?” I asked her. “I cannot believe I got to teach this not...” she whispered to herself. “Yes, you got freaking wings, freaking use them. And before you ask how to use them, just spend the muscles in you back.” and then she flew away. “Use my muscles in my back, easy for her to say. I guess she failed over hundred times at even walking.” I tried to spend my muscles but that was not possible for me. I thought I could just let this pass and go back to sleep and so I did. The exact moment I took the pillow under my head that disturbed Angel came through the window again.

“What the Fork are you doing?!” she yelled at me. “Well, excuse me princess. But not everybody can spend their muscles in the back so I let it pass.” I said to her, turned my back to her and tried to get some sleep. “Do I really need to do this?” she asked herself. “He-Hey, not. Turn around and I will show you…” she began to lower her voice a little. When I turned around in the hospital bed I saw her turn her back against me and then she took her top off so I could only see her naked back. “D-Do you see how my shoulders are posed right now?” she asked me calmly. “Clear as day.” I responded. “You Motherfu-... keep it cool... now press your shoulder backwards and close your hands like this and they will appear.” when she did, some beautiful snow-white wings appeared from her back and they shinned really bright which impressed me a lot. “Beautiful…” was able to slip by my mind. Then she put her school uniform back on and walked towards me. She just stood there and I realized she had a really pissed off expression in her face.

Before I even knew what happen I felt a horrible pain in my stomach. “What the Fork was that for?!” I screamed to her. I saw her right hand in my stomach and when she pulled it back she said: “For forcing me to take of my top you jackass. Sheesh, I really hate men! If you don’t come to the highest building within three hours I will let you feel an even worse pain in 24 hours. So don’t be late for your sake” she smirked and flew out of the window again.
“ahhh she is annoying. Guess I have no choice then.” I said to myself. I stood up and began to pose my shoulders in the same pose she showed me and closed my hands tight. “OK, so I need to press my shoulders backward?” when I did it I felt a nice feeling coming from my back. I turned my head to look over my shoulder I saw two small black bird wings coming out of my back. At this point I doubted if I ever was able to fly with these small wings. They barley was going past by shoulder length. I climbed up the window and just stood there looking down. “Seven floors to the ground…” I said to myself. “If I’m already an Angel I might as well just try and if I die I don’t think someone will miss me.” I let myself fall straight down and when I pulled my shoulder forward when I was falling, the wings also flapped forward. Then I realized that the wings moves like my shoulders so I moved my shoulders back and forth and so did the wings. I was able to get some air right before I collide with the cement. When I flew right back up, I saw people under me. It looked like they did not see me or bothered about the fact that I was flying right above them.

Now I headed to the tallest building in the city. It was amazing to fly and feel the fresh air so high up. On my way to that irritable Angel I was curious of how far up I could fly. I flapped my wings back and forth and higher up I was. When I couldn’t see the city something stopped me. I did not fell anything but I knew I wasn’t able to fly any higher. “What the hell? Is this some kind of an invisible barrier or something?” I gave up at this time. No place to go but down, so I posed myself straight and dived. I was seriously falling fast but I didn’t feel any pressure, my eyes didn’t fell a tear, nothing but the sound and the fact that I was falling incredible fast was the only think I could feel. Soon I saw the city became bigger and bigger. I could then see the tallest structure and tried to aim for it. Some kilometer away I tried to get myself in a straight position by doing a circle with my shoulders and it was not a problem at all, it was as easy as breathing.

When I finally landed I saw the Angel looking over the city. “You learn pretty quickly I must admit.” she said. “Thanks to you I guess. Anyway, why are we here?” I asked her. “An Angel’s wings are the symbol of their power. The bigger, brighter and shinier they are the more powerful that Angel have become. I see that your wings are all black and tiny which means you really lack plenty of power.” she stated. If that is the truth then she must be seriously strong because her wings are really bright, big and shiny. “So we will do exercises together?” “Not quite. Each Angel has a signature weapon. I will send you to a place where you will find yours, but beware that this journey is not a dream. If you die there, you will die here.” she said. “Wait… what you mean if I die there I die here too?!” I questioned her. That did not make any sense to me at all. “I will do a ritual to send your soul into your own mind. You might know the difference from reality and a dream but not your brain. If you receive damage deadly for you, your own brain will lock itself. You will see a world that represents you so this journey will be hard or easy depends on how well you know yourself.” she explained. “I don’t get the “my soul into my mind” part but OK, I’m ready. Send me in there!” I said anxious to her. “Close your eyes. When you see a light you must open your eyes at the exact moment. Be calm and ready now because I will start.” She said to me and I did what she told me to do.

When I closed my eyes I was just waiting to see a light appear and after a while I saw it even though I had my eyes closed. When I opened them I was finding myself on a beach. The air was fresh, the sky and the ocean looked really beautiful. “So this is my mind, interesting place.” I thought to myself. When I turned around I saw some kind of a freaking huge coliseum. I had nothing better to do than go and have a look inside. When I was standing right before the entrance which had two doors, I saw some kind of rune symbols, two different once on each door. To the right of the doors was a booth of some sort. When I walked to it a bald man with a black suit turned around and looked at me and said: “Oh? So you are another challenger. Well, I think you are a bit too late, sorry sir.”. “Ah, it’s OK. I was just curious of what’s inside.” I responded. Then that man suddenly took something that looked like a digital memo pad from his pocket. “Interesting, looks like someone want you to participate in this royal battle after all. Well, I will let you slip by this time. You will start in the preliminary rounds.” he said to me and pressed a button so those huge doors opened. “Good luck to you sir.” he said to me and shut the booth without me getting the chance of saying anything.
When I walked in a bright light blinded me and when I could see again I was standing in the ring of the coliseum. People were cheering and I then realized that 16 people including me were standing in the ring. “OK! Let get this show on the road shall we?!” I heard in the ring and the audience was cheering even more. “We got 16 participants ready to fight for the throne here! Are you ready?!!” The voice yelled and people were really cheering of excitement. When I stood there I saw that nearly everyone was wielding a weapon. In total there were three dudes holding one long-sword each with both hands, two wielding normal length swords and shields, two with maces, one with a hammer, two with two knives in each hand, an female with an umbrella, one guy wielding a long spear and the rest unarmed.

“FIGHT!!!” I heard and everyone was rushing in the middle while the audience was yelling names. I saw the guy with the huge hammer running towards me. I suddenly let my wings out and flew up in the air so he couldn't reach me. This battle got my heart pumping; it reminded me of my favorite video game. While I was flying I saw people dodging each other and hitting each other. When my focus was on those guys fighting I totally forgot the guy with the hammer and suddenly I felt something hitting me in the side really hard. I lost the control over my wings and I crashed in the fighting ring. When I was on all four I saw that hammer guy had something wrapped around his right hand and around his hammer. I tried to ignore the pain and remember that if I died here I would die in the real world too. The hammer guy was standing right before me and just laughed. He then swung his hammer towards me and sent me flying through the ring and into the ring’s wall on the other side. I was in an enormous pain and I could not move. My body was totally paralyzed but lucky for me someone else was going against that hammer guy. I tried constantly to move anything but the only thing I could move was my eyes. “Get up, c’mon get up!” I yelled to myself. Soon I gained the control over my body and I noticed that there were only seven guys left. I needed a weapon so I tried to sneak myself past the fighters to one of the guys that had fallen which had wielded a two-handed sword. I was successful to gain the two-handed sword and then I decided to just sit in the sand trying to gain my strength back and watched the fight some meters away from me out fold.

Now I pulled out my black wings again and was ready to fight. Five participants left: Two wielding a sword and a shield, the hammer guy, one with a mace and me. The mace guy and the hammer guy were fighting and the two with the shield and sword was also fighting each other. The mace guy suddenly flew past me and I then realized the hammer guy running towards me. I saw his hammer coming to my right so I took the sword I had and tried to block it with the sword pointing downwards. I was able to decrease the impact but I lost my balance and fall on my butt. Then the hammer guy swung his hammer down on me. I was able to throw myself to the side and dodged it, then I saw an opening; when he swings his hammer he will have small opening when he pulls the hammer back. My plan was to strike him when he was done swinging his hammer. He pulled it back and tries to hit me again by swinging his hammer down on me. I dodged it but then I see his foot coming towards my face and I didn’t have the time to react so I flew backwards some meters. My nose and forehead was bleeding and my right arm was paralyzed. I was able to stand up but not able to hold the sword. My wings looked OK and I did not feel any pain from them. I had one thing to gamble on and that is to block his hammer with my wings so I could strike underneath him but the problem is that my wings are a bit small.

I saw him running towards me and tried what I will call a “down attack” where he swings the hammer down on me again. I crouched and made a nearly perfect circle with my black wings like a round shield. When he hit my wings they gave a little after and I could feel the pain but it did block his hammer, so I tried to lift the two-handed sword with my left hand I stab him with it. He screamed, it was terrible to hear but no blood came out of him. “Only two participants left in the ring, who will stand victorious?!” I heard what I believe is the commentator said. The audience is still cheering. I looked at the last guy. He looked as much beaten up as I am. Both of us could not move but I refused to fall. I saw a little dagger right beside me so I picked it up and tried to slowly move towards him and he tried the same thing.
Then suddenly when both of us were just about two meters away from each other he collapsed at the spot. I saw he had a really huge and deep cut in his back. “It is decided people! This mysterious participant is the winner and will advance to the semi-finals!” I heard the commentator yell. Then my body got totally paralyzed and I fell to the ground then things went black.

I woke up on a sofa in a lobby. The lobby was not too large, it had four golden poles holding some of the roof up and there were some nice red sofas around the room and some glass tables. There were some strange people around here too, some cat and dog-like humanoids with armor, some strange humanoid lizards and lucky some real looking humans too. A human sized fairy suddenly stood by me and was just staring. “You are really a strange one. I am a little impressed with you the last round and you got some talent staying alive especially because you are a newbie. Though that hammer guy was the last Champion here, he was nothing compared to today’s challengers.” she said to me. “And you are?” I asked. “I’m just cute little fairy which happens to be a VIP member here. I won a VIP pass and now I’m here.” she responded. “Oh? Well, I have more strength than you could imagine.” The truth is that I’m really tiered and my arms feel heavy, but something made me brag about myself. It’s like when I talk to people online in video games when I own them. “Really? I cannot wait to see you out there then. Maybe I give you something if you win this whole championship thingie.” she smiled to me and then walked away through a door. As I was laying there on the sofa I was thinking to myself how obscured my inner mind is. Never thought how much I can resemble my mind with video games, then again it wouldn’t be too surprising. Suddenly without a warning I fell asleep.

“Welcome back people to block B of the semi-finals where four of our toughest fighters will advance to the final round!” I suddenly stood in the ring again while I heard the commentator talk while the audience was cheering as always. I had my long-sword in my hand from the last battle. I looked around and saw my opponents; one cat person with two guns, two of the human-like dogs where one of them had a huge bow and the other one had only a huge shield. “3, 2, 1, begin!” I heard the commentator yell. The one dog-like creature runs towards the other dog and suddenly shielded him with his huge shield. Then the cat fired her guns on the shield like a maniac. If those bullets flew towards me I would had more holes in me than cheese, or maybe air. I then saw that the dog with the bow raised it and some kind of energy arrows appeared. Then that dog fired plenty of arrows, it looked like that rain arrow tactic from the medieval days. The cat was running to the sides dodging those arrows. I was just standing there watching. “If I try to attack I will be penetrated by bullets and arrows. That cat might be the best opponent to fight last because the dogs are working together...” and then it suddenly struck me that I will need to work with that cat-like creature to neutralize those dogs.
I ran towards the cat with my sword on my shoulder. “Need a helping hand miss?” I asked the cat while dodging with her. “This is not your problem; this is a personal hatred between dogs and cats.” She responded to me when we both still dodged arrows like crazy. “I-I understand but this is not why you entered this championship correct? Let me help you with these creatures and then you can let the hatred towards me get unleashed after I disrespect your honor.” I stated and I clearly saw a smile from her. “You’re on!” she got really energetic about this. She fired her guns to try to deflect the arrows. I understood that she was trying to give me an opening. I just waited there, watching carefully for an opening and there it was. I ran towards the arrows and hold the sword before me so it shielded me from the arrows in the air. Then I landed on the huge metal shield so I got that dog wielding the shield out of balance. Then that cat was behind the dog with the bow and she fired her entire clips from her guns into that dog. That dog just fell dead on the sand and I got my focus on that other dog with the shield. I run towards him while that cat tries to flank him from behind. The dog looked really confused and just dropped the shield and surrendered. The dog disappeared in a red flashy light and gone he was.

Now only I and that cat were left. I now knew that my wings and the two-handed sword I was wielding could block stuff and I was sure that they could also block bullets. I got my wings out and the cat reloaded her guns. Then we rushed towards each other. She tries to shoot me and I blocked the bullets with my sword as I thought. When we were really close to each other she jumped over me while she was shooting, I blocked the bullets with my wings in that round shield formation which also was luckily possible. She then stopped and reloaded. I rushed for her and with the help of my wings I was able to cut the air so I got a speed boost. I rushed and slashed her, or that is what I believed anyhow. She stopped my sword with one of her guns and pointed her second gun at my face. “Game over, bird boy.” she said calmly to me. “Sorry, but you are a little off.” I stated. “What?!” she was shocked; she did not know that I had a hidden blade from the first fight hidden beneath my clothing. I drew it with my free hand and tried to stab her in the side. She had no choice but to block it with her second gun that was pointing at me. I crouched and used my wings to get between her hands and I hit her hands so hard that she dropped the guns and now she is all open for an attack. I stabbed her in the side and when she screamed in pain I slashed her upwards with my two-handed sword. She fell backwards dead and just laid there. “And that’s all folks. We have our winner in the block B!!” I heard the commentator say and the audience was going wild with cheering. Then I blacked out again.

When I woke up I was in the same lobby as last though there were much fewer people in here. “Wow, your tactics back there was so basic but effective I must admit.” I heard that fairy again and same as last time she stood right next to me. “I was only using my reflexes. In battle you don’t actually have time to think.” I said. “I agree for the most part there. Using your wings to disarm her was a plan and the same goes for the tag part too. Next is the Finals right? Well I will see you there. Good luck to you, it seems your opponent never got a scratch from any battle so far and wins within three minutes.” then she walked away without getting me the chance to say anything and I blacked out again.

“This is it folks, what you all have been waiting for! The Finals is about to begin!” I was really sick of this blacking out cycle but guess my mind is that simple. “Our block B challenger: A new guy which possesses the will of an Angel, Felix Gismos!” I heard the commentator yell and the audience went crazy. It was really nice to have all this attention, I felt special. “Now our second challenger from the A block, she has been this dome’s champion since the beginning but left us last year. Now she is back to see if this beginner got what it takes! The one and only; Renzo Yuima!” I looked at the other side of the coliseum and there stood that fairy girl. “What?! She is the all-time champion?!” I was surly shocked, talk about a plot twist and I was scared. I felt an incredible atmosphere; it felt like it could separate my limbs. She had no weapons in her arms so I was guessing she know how to use her fists. “3, 2, 1… Fight!”
When the commentator declared the fight to start that fairy girl was right in my face just smiling. Before I knew it she sent me flying in the wall and then she again appeared in my face and again she grabbed my arm and threw me into the wall on the other side. My whole body hurts and her strength and speed is remarkable. “This is no fun Felix. C’mon do something at least!” she yelled to me. I was able to stand up and rushed towards her with my sword. I then raised the sword and tried to slash her but for some reason I missed and lost my balance. Then she used her elbow when I passed her and hit me so I fell to the ground hard. She sat down close to me and said: “What are you using now? Your brain or your reflexes? You really need to throw away that enormous sword of yours.” she then kicked the longs-sword out of my hands right into the wall and it was stuck there. “Now, shall we continue?” she asked me and jumped some meters away. I stood up and drew the small blade I also had at the same time I pulled out my wings. When I rushed towards her I was so much lighter and it felt like I was flying like a jet-plain to the other side. Everything was moving in slow motion and that girl just stood there. I tried to slash her with my small blade but she was gone in a flash. “Behind you.” I heard and she grabbed my arm again and threw me up in the air. I gained areal control because of my wings and I tried to scout for her. “You really need to use your brain more.” I felt something hard hit both of my shoulders. I fell down and hit the sand with an incredible speed. I was just lying there like a corpse. I was not dead but I had so much pain and my body was totally paralyzed. Then she elegantly landed right beside me on her feet without making a single sand corn move.

“Guess you were just lucky with your opponents. Sad, I was hoping for some more action. Oh well, time for you to say hello to the afterlife for me Felix.” When she said that I remembered what that annoying Angel said to me: “If you die there, you will die here”. I was now afraid, I felt more scared of dying than before. “I cannot die here, not now, ever. I WILL not die here!!” I yelled to myself. Suddenly my body rose up on itself and I did not even feel the pain anymore. “Now we are talking!” that fairy girl said to me. She then came behind me and tried to hit me in the back with her elbow. I saw her elbow move slowly and I could just turn around and grab it. “Oh? You got some more strength to grab me… What?! I cannot get loose?!” she looked really surprised. She tried to free herself from my grip. I then grabbed her other hand and then I grabbed around here. It was like my body did all the work for me and I didn’t need to think or do anything. Then I flew as high as possible while still holding that girl. Then me, or my body, change its direction downwards and I was diving downwards while holding the girl at supersonic speed. When we were close to the ground my hands freed the girl and she hit the sand so fast you could not see it and the impact created a crater surrounded by sand dust. I then finally landed and when I got control over my body I just fell on my knees. It was hard to breath and my whole body was shaking. I crawled over to the crater and looked down on that girl. She did not move at all. “It was quick and intense people but it is finally over! We got a new champion! Felix Gismos is the new champion. First new guy that actually won on their first try!” the commentator yelled really energetic and the audience got berserk with cheering. Suddenly I fell on the ground and lost consciousness.

When I woke up I was in a forest where plenty of trees had broken. When I turned around I saw a crater which was at the same size I made in the coliseum. I walked closer to it and saw that annoying Angel laying there with open eyes. She had wounds all over her and her eyes looked dead. “What-What is this?! Did I do this?!” by just seeing her laying there terrified me. “You are still in your own mind, but this can become reality.” I heard behind me. I turned around and saw that fairy girl standing there. “What do you mean by: It can be reality?” I asked her. “Your powers have two sides. The one side is you, where you have full control over everything you do where only you can create your own strength. On the other side you have your inner instincts that might have unlimited power. If you go berserk with that power you might destroy everything and you cannot do anything to stop it. Therefore I’m here to assist you, take my power. I can isolate your instincts so it will not happen again.” she stated. “Again? You mean when I couldn't control my own body were my instincts taking over?” “That is correct, say my name and I will be your trustworthy companion and guardian forever.” she said to me and smiled. I’m no fighter; I don’t mean to harm anyone. As the saying goes: it’s fun until someone gets hurt, and the terrifying feeling was still with me when it felt like my end was near. For some reason I still remember her name then I yelled it: “Renzo Yuima!”

Then I suddenly woke up on the top of the building where it all started. “I see you took your sweet time. Sheesh, making a lady wait… what kind of man are you?!” that irritable Angel yelled at me. “As you said princess: the more you know yourself the easier it became right?” “ahhh, you are more useless than I imagine. Why the heck does God want you?!” she questioned herself. “Because I’m awesome.” I bragged. “OK then smart ask, let’s have a duel. You and me one on one, right here and now.” Before I could respond to that she yelled: “Strike now, Yugima Lizo’Ne!” and she then got a scythe in her hand. “Whoa, wait a sec. I did not approve this!” I tried to say to her but she rushed towards me. Suddenly I just yelled “Blossom, Renzo Yuima!” and out of nowhere came some kind of a light-blue colored spear with a blade on the top appeared out of nowhere in my hands. I blocked that Angel’s scythe. “Ah, so your signature weapon is a spear. This means you are good at medium to long-rage combat. This will be piece of cake!” she had a killing expression in her eyes. She constantly tries to hit me with her scythe and I couldn't do anything other than just block her attacks. She pushed me closer to the edge of the building we was fighting on. “Why is my signature weapon a spear? I did not even use any long-ranged weapons except for that long-sword but a spear like this one is not sharp all the way.” I was thinking to myself.

Out of nowhere was that Angel was able to get the scythe around my spear and she then let go of her scythe and turned around. She then grabbed her scythe and tried to force the spear out of my hands. When she tried my spear suddenly broke the middle and inside the spear was a chain holding the two parts together. I let go of the bottom part so her scythe lost its grip around my spear. “An interesting weapon you got there. But that will not be enough I’m afraid. I summon the lighting from the sky and the thunder from my heart. Vanquish in the sky, Yugima Lizo’Ne!” she yelled and dark clouds surrounded the city, then it began to suddenly rain heavily. “You are now mine, Felix. There is no place to run.” she stated. “Why do you say that? I got the idea of your weapons power when you said what I believe is the word to summon or use your ultimate technique. You will try to make lighting follow the water and strike me down.” I realized.

I was able to put my spear together and then spin it above me to make a whirlwind from my spear. The vacuum it made was able to dry me and the rain did not touch me anymore. “You learn quickly but that will not help you scratch me, not.” she sounded confident. While I was spinning my spear around I was somehow able to make into two parts again by just thinking of it and then I threw my spear at that irritable Angel while it was spinning seriously fast like a helicopter’s propel. She then blocked it directly with her scythe. My spear was just spinning at the spot continually hitting her scythe. Then I rushed towards her, when I was beside my weapon I stretched my arm at my spinning spear and I was somehow able to grab the bottom part of the spear and then I turned around and slam the top part of my spear which had the blade on it into her back like a whip. She got a deep cut and it seemed it really hurt and to my surprise it looked like she gave up. The dark clouds disappeared and the weapon she held also disappeared. “You are indeed nothing compared to the others I guided. I will come back tomorrow and teach you more so for now go back to your apartment. Do not talk to anyone about this or we will be forced to take desperate measures against you.” she said to me and flew like a rocket up into the sky. I then looked at my spear. “I think you will be my girl for life Yuima, thank you…” I said and I could clearly see that fairy’s face smiling to me in the reflection of the blade of my spear.

-God's Pawn act 1 end, Kavasiki.

I then flew over the hills south-west of the city to reach my apartment complex. I flew to the entrance on the second floor in the building block E. Then I realized that my wings did not disappear. “Come to think of it, I never knew how my wings disappeared in the coliseum.” I said to myself. Then I heard in my head: “Are you serious?! What happened to you? You were all like professional last time.” “I know that voice… is that you Yuima?” I asked confused. “I know you are new to the whole signature weapon thingie, but you need to at least know how a weapon works, right?” she said to me. “Sorry to break it to you Yuima, but I became an Angel some hours ago.” I stated.

“Really? Wow, just… wow. OK then, I will give you a tutorial on how an Angel basically works here. Step one, when you have your wings out you will disappear from a human's eye so don’t take your wings out at random. Step two, a signature weapon is like a spirit given a form from an Angel’s or Demon’s mind, I will always stay in your mind and watch everything you do.” “Everything?!” I interrupted. “Yes, everything. Do you have some disgusting habits or something you don’t want me to see?” she teased me. “Forget it, go on.” I stated. “OK, step three. Step three says that if you ever got in contact with a Demon or anything that is threatening Humans you have no choice but to neutralize it by all means no matter how strong your opponent is. Step four; if you have anyone close to you then don’t visit them. As an Angel you need to have as few weaknesses as possible. Those are the basics, you got them noted?” “Yes Ma’am!” I responded just for fun. Not be able to see my family anymore is just sad. But I never got in contact with anyone anyways. “So know I need to see if there is anyone that can see me.” I looked around, it was safe. Then I realized my wings were gone. “Crap…”

I unlocked the door and walked in. “Home sweet home” I said to myself. After I took of my shoes and walked to the living room I saw Yuima lying on the coach. “What the… but you where, and I where and now you are?? You know what; forget it…” I was confused but I was too tired to even bother anymore. “As I said, I’m a spirit taking form from your mind. You could say that I’m real but not at the same time. I can be seen by Mythical beings but not Humans. Anyways... I will take a shower; you got any clothes I can use? These Middle Ages tunics are bothersome and quite itchy.”

“Wait… What?! You can take a shower?!”. “You are not popular among girls now, are you?” She asked me though I don't know if that was to tease me or not. “Hey, that was uncalled for…” I responded to her. “I am like you, a being that is still someone. I have a form which is real and solid matter. So I will take a shower. Can you fetch me some clothes?” she asked. “Well, I guess I can go to the shopping mall and buy some clothes to you but would that seem kind of odd that floating clothes just float anywhere after me right?” “No, let me put it this way: anything on me cannot be seen too.” she stated. “Any specific fashion you like?” This is the first time I have every bought something to a girl so I don’t know what’s “in” for them.” “No to be honest, this is the first time I see your world. But I think I will go for some jeans is it? Leather belt and a cute little T-shirt, is that OK?” she asked me. “S-Sure…” I responded. “Thank you. Well, see ya.” she walked to my bathroom and closed the door. “For been a spirit and for the first time here you know awfully a lot Yuima” I thought to myself.

I locked the door behind me and looked around. I didn't see anyone so I took out my wings and flew off up in the sky, over hills and forests. Then I could see the city, now the only problems are that where can I land safely? I was thinking of landing on top of the P-building which is connected to the “main” mall. As hot as it is now I did think that someone would park their cars there even though it was already 11 pm. When I closed in I did see some cars but no people so I landed there softly. “So… how the heck did I remove my wings again?” I asked myself. First I checked if had my valet with me and when I took it out a note fell out of my pocket. “Thought you had forgotten so I wrote this note to you on how to make your wings go. The only thing you need to do is to lose your focus on them when you have your feet on your ground. – Yuima.” It said. I felt really dumb at that moment but then I looked around again and I did as the note said. “Think of a first-person shooter game. Think…” I tried to see myself in a FPS game and then suddenly I felt something was missing; I turned my head around and gone they were.

I walked in and looked at the Map board over the mall. This mall is always open because it is so popular. I saw 14 different fashion stores but as a guy I don’t know what the best is. I tried different shops looking for what she wanted. Now another problem accrued; I had no freaking idea what her size was… I suddenly then realized I had used over an hour in the mall. Then I got an idea: I reached for my cellphone and rang my apartment number. “Please say she knows how to use a phone, please.” I begged to myself while it rang. Then I heard someone take up the phone. “Hello?” I heard Yuima say. “Hello, Yuima. I need to know what size you use.” I said. “My size? I’m really sorry but I don’t know that either.” she responded. “You got to be kidding me…” I said with a low voice to myself. “I’m sorry but my tunic is not factory made which should be kind of obvious.” “OK… can you try some clothes I got in my bedroom so I know what might fit you?” I asked her. “Sure, I will be back soon. Just wait a sec OK?” she said and lay down the phone. I was thinking that she would take a while so I sat down at an Ice Bar. I ordered an Ice Coffee while holding the line. After 30 minutes or so she came back. “I think the size that fit the best is the ‘S’ size.” she stated. “Thanks, then I will be back soon with your clothes.” “Bye-Bye.” she said and hung-up.

When the clock in the mall showed one am I was done shopping. When I came back to the apartment and locked up the door I smelled something delicious. “Yuima, you in here?” I asked while I took of my shoes. “Yes, I’m making something here.” she responded. “What do you mean by “something”?” I asked her. When I walked into the kitchen I saw her still in a towel.
“I don’t know but I’m following this book of yours.” she said to me. “It smells good. Could you try these on when you got the time?” I asked her and sat down the shopping bags. “Sure, I will happily try them on when I got the time!” she looked like she enjoyed herself making food. I’m surprised how much she knows in so little time. I sat down on my chair and started up my computer. “Do you work?” I heard Yuima ask from the kitchen. “Yea, I work in a small indie game company.” “Indie?” she asked. “Indie is a word we use to explain a non-licensed web-game or games.” “I’m sorry but I don’t know what you are talking about” she said. “I can give you a full explanation later.” I said to her.

Later on when she was done cooking she tried the clothes I bought her. When she came out from my room she had everything on; Blue Jeans, a brown leather belt, a white t-shirt with “A whole new world” printed on the front and white socks. “So, do you like them?” I asked her nervous for an answer. “They are kind of embarrassing but they feel smooth and are easy to move in.” she responded. “You will get used to it, let’s eat.” “Sure, let us eat!” I took the time to place everything on the table and we both sat down. “An interesting meal, did you find everything in the fridge?” I asked. “The huge white metal box? Yes, I followed every step and looked at the pictures in that yellow book of yours.” “I’m pretty impressive that you are able to make Beef Stroganoff. You really do learn quickly.” “Thank you” she smiled. Nothing was actually said after I was done explaining the most parts of what I do when we were eating and it was delicious for sure. When the clock hit three or so we both got really tired. “You can take my bed; I newly changed it so it will be comforting to sleep there. I will take the coach.” I said to her. “Thanks again.” Yuima said and closed the bedroom door. I just took a blanket and lay down. “It is strange but nice to have her here. She is a creation of my mind which is quite interesting as well.” I said to myself and closed my eyes.

The next day I woke up to a wonderful smell. “Are you cooking again Yuima? I asked with a tiered tone. “Oh, you're awake. Did the noises from the kitchen wake you?” she asked. “Not at all. I see you really enjoy cooking.”. “Yes, there are so many different things I want to try out. This concept with making food without magic is amazing!” she was indeed really energetic about this and that made me happy just seeing her happy. “Do you have the time to sit by me after we are done eating? I need to ask you about something that involves you which I’m really curious about.” I asked her. “Sure.” she responded with a happy tone.

“The brunch will be ready around 15 minutes.” she said later. I sat on my computer chair and began to work. Before I knew it the lunch or rather the brunch was ready. “I thank you again for the food Yuima. I really appreciate it.” I said to her while we were eating. “No problem. This is just at exiting for me as it is for you to be treated this way.” she laughed. When we were done I asked Yuima if she wanted to answer few questions. After she cleaned the table she came and sat right across from me and it looked like she was ready to answer any question. “OK, I will ask questions and I’m not sure if you can answer all of them but for my sake please do your best.” “Sure!” she responded. “First of all, you are a living being. With your own mind right?” I asked her carefully. “I’m a weapon made from your mind. I am what you see me as. I’m here to protect you by all means. I can choose this but if you don’t exist anymore, I will vanish as well.” suddenly I felt an entirely different presence from her. She had a much more serous expression now. “So I take it that you are qualifying as a living being...OK, next question.” I took a deep breath and then continued: “I see that you learn much from this world and if I’m not mistaken you know this from my knowledge, correct?” “Yes, I know your life, your past and your secrets. We are one, we share a connection in that way that if you or I are in danger we both know it. We can find each other anywhere and therefore it will not be a problem if we get lost.” she stated. “Quite interesting. You said yesterday that you are solid matter and cannot be seen by Humans and everything on you will be invisible as well? Does that also include things you touch?” “No, things I touch do not disappear.” “I thank you for those answers and I hope we can trust each other to the fullest.”

Some minutes after we were done someone knocked at the door. I opened it because Yuima was at the roof of the building relaxing. When I opened the door a fist came flying through and I was in the nick of time able to jump backwards to dodge it. “I see you still got reflexes.” I heard. It was that irritable Angel again. “Can you not just give a normal “Hi”?!” I yelled at her in frustration. “The same goes for you, I tested your reflexes and then you suddenly starting to yelling at me?!” she yelled back. “ahhh it, I was hoping for a good day since it is Friday.” I thought to myself. “We got training to do jackass so get your ask in gear. We will train in the park on the other side of this building.” When she walked away to the park I saw Yuima pass her in the hallway. Both of them had a hatred look in their eyes which worried me. “Yuima, we are going to train in the park behind here. Are you ready?”. “Yes Felix, I’m always as ready as you are.” she disappeared into small orbs of light and they flew through my chest. I then rushed for the park.

“not, take your wings out so people won't see you running around with a spear hitting nothing.” “R-Right…” I responded and did just that. “OK, today I will test your knowledge during battle. I will summon three Decoy Spirits which will be like living dummies so don’t be an emotional kid towards these. Got it?” she asked with a harsh tone. “Yes…” ahhh, I was so irritated by her attitude that it became like having a never-ending rash. She did some signs with her hands and I did not quite get what she was mumbling either but then three jelly-like men with three different colors; dark-blue, green and orange stood right in front of me. “Since you are a noob I will tell you the attributes. The Orange one is an aggressive type dummy which will only focus on attacks. Dark-blue, it will focus on buffs. By that I mean that it uses magic to increase different attributes of its teammates. Green, it is basically a healer which will heal a friend or friends if necessarily. Your goal is to make sure to neutralize them before they kill you, ready? 3, 2, 1… begin!” she yelled.

I saw that Orange dummy rushed towards me and formed two glancing swords in each hand. I yelled “Blossom, Renzo Yuima!” A flash of light took the form of a sky-blue spear with a 25 cm blade at the top appeared in my hands. I begin to spin my spear as a shield right in front of me to make sure that jelly-guy’s attack was blocked. Then I saw that Dark-Blue guy did some signs with its wand and I got pushed more and more backwards because of the impacts from the Orange jelly guy. “Felix, what are you doing? Have you not realized how they work?” I heard Yuima say to me inside my head. “Kind off, I have realized that the Dark-Blue guy boosts the attack strength of the Orange guy and if I ever got a hit on either of them that Green guy will heal them. That Orange guy is not letting me get an opening so I can't run straight for the Green guy.” I stated to her. This conversation happened all in my head so luckily for me no one was able to hear it. Then it suddenly stroke me: what if I’m able to keep that Orange guy busy by doing the “Spinning Wheel” attack as I liked to call it, where the spear just keep spinning at the spot like a propel. While I was spinning the spear with both of my hands to block that Orange guy I tried to let go of my left hand so I only spin it with my right hand. I slowly removed my left hand and I span the spear with my right hand using my fingers to keep its speed. I jumped backwards and threw the spear at the Orange guy. As expected he blocked it with both of his swords and Yuima kept on spinning forcing the Orange guy to hold a defensive stand. I ran towards the Orange guy and slipped under him. While I was sliding under him I was able to grab Yuima and use her to tackle that Orange Jelly-man so he fell on his stomach.
Now I rushed towards that Green guy. I hold Yuima right in front of me and just kept on running. That Green-Jelly dude dodged my stab by jumping to the left, but then I dropped my spear with my right hand and grabbed it with my left hand as I turned to my right and cut him in half like a knife through jelly. Now it was only that Dark-Blue and Orange jelly guys left. I saw that the Orange guy was running toward me again and now he had an enormous ax. He did a slash downwards on me and luckily I blocked it with the middle of my spear. I pushed his weapon back and forced that Orange guy backwards. “Be torn apart, Renzo Yuima!” I yelled and split Yuima into 38 different pieces which is linked by chains and threw it at that Orange guy. He blocked it but since my staff was in such small pieces it worked like a rope and wrapped around him and the blade on the spear slam into his arm and cut it off. I took the bottom part of the spear and made them go together so it squished the Orange-jelly dummy into small piece. Now, only the Dark-Blue dummy left.

When I turned against him and stared at it something began to happen inside of it. “You not, it buffed itself with magic! It will take some time to make him fall down…” Yuima stated to me inside my head. “Hey princess! I thought you said it only could buff its teammates!” I spoke loudly to that irritating Angel. “You cannot gain all information on the enemies and sometimes you have to see the possibility that the information you have is wrong, not!” she yelled back “Ah, this is just great…” I said to myself while the last dummy grew bigger and bigger. “Hey! Keep focus here!” Yuima yelled to me. “Got any ideas?” “I think that if you can make it fall down you will get easier access to its weak spot.” “Which is exactly what?” “Sorry Felix, but I have no idea.” She said and I knew she had a point. If I was able to make it fall I could easily cut the whole body up if that is what it takes. “Be torn apart, Renzo Yuima!” I yelled and again Yuima, the spear, split into small pieces except for the blade. I ran towards that huge dark-blue colored jelly-man and use the spear, or whip rather, to constantly whip the left leg. It looked like it worked but slowly. Then that jelly guy stretched his arm trying to grab me. I jumped backwards and ran around its left leg continually whipping it. It tried to get away from me but as huge as it was it seemed like it had no way to outrun me. When I finally cut all the way through its left leg it fell on its knees and it looked like it was in pain because he twisted around. “Blossom, Renzo Yuima!” I yelled and the whip became a normal spear again. I walked slowly against the Dark-Blue jelly guy and cut off its other leg, then the right arm and its left arm. Now it could not twitch around and he had his face down in the grass. I slowly raised the spear to cut its head off.

“You are harsh, I like it. I could not even feel any mercy from you.” That irritable Angel said. “And the point of this training?” I asked. “not… the training was to see how well you were going against the common three of four attributes: Attack, Support and Healing. You choose to defeat Healing, Attack and then Support. The outcome was a huge buffed enemy which you actually took down easily. If you chose Healing, Support and then Attack the outcome could have been a really strong swordsman depending on how long it took you to defeat the supporter. If you chose the Attacker first you would have lost because one, it blocked most of your attack, two it would be healed anyways and three it would only become stronger and stronger.” “I see…. Well, I guess I’m done for now right?” “Yes... you are done for today, sheesh.” She then spread her wings and took off like a jet –plain into the skies. “Thanks you again Yuima, your tips is really helpful.” I said to her. “No problem, can we get back to the apartment? I want to make something called Pudding.” She said exited. “Sure thing.” I laughed while I went back.
-God's Pawn act 2 end, Kavasiki

You mostly know my story so far. I got two women in my life now; that irritable Angel and Yuima. Yuima, Renzo Yuima by full name, is my weapon. Angels have signature weapons which are spirits taking different forms on how your personality is. Yuima is a spear. I have not yet found out why my signature weapon is a spear but Yuima makes my life better and I really appreciate it. That irritable Angel’s name is unknown to me. All I know is that she is my guide and my personal coach. Her attitude is horrible but she teaches useful stuff to me somehow. Two months have passed since I became an Angel.

I am signed to guard this city personally and thanks to Yuima I can sense humans frightened souls. That irritable Angel has given me a mission today. It seems that an old relic which is likely to be connected to the underworld have been found some miles from the city. According to that irritable Angel, it has an open portal connected to Hell where Demons can travel into our world, the human world, and bring misfortune upon the innocent souls. I and that irritable Angel needed to close the portal to make sure the city is safe. We now stand right before the entrance. The sky is red, an intense atmosphere surrounded the relic but since I’m now an Angel my body can take it. “This looks like a scene from a game where you are supposed to close red-hell portals to save the world. “ I said out of nowhere. “I don’t care, all I know is that this place is filled with dark energy. This means that we “Light” creatures is more weak inside than we are supposed to be.” that irritable Angel stated. “So therefore you need me, right?” I asked her. “No, this is a part of your training. I’m sure we will find a Demon inside if there is an active portal somewhere in there...” She stated. “I see…” and we walked inside. “ahhh it’s hard to breath” then that irritable Angel walked closer to me and suddenly I could breathe normally again. “Wow, your presence is remarkable.” I said to her. I thought I saw a little smile on that irritable Angel’s face but she didn't said anything so I just kept following her.
There were plenty of old wall paintings here. “This tells the story of the Eternal War.” that irritable Angel suddenly said. “And that is what exactly?” I asked. “Yuima, could you explain it to him?” she asked. “The Eternal War is the longest, the most intense and fearsome battle ever existed between God and the Devil. It started in the year 1939 and stopped in 1945.” Yuima said. “What?! You mean that one battle started when World War 2 began?!” That was a shocker. “Hitler was a corrupted man. He was manipulated by the Devil to destroy mankind. God could not do anything about that because the Devil himself was launching an all-out attack on Heaven which was the most important thing to protect. Lucky for us, Hitler was taken down and the World War 2 ended sooner than the Devil expected.” Yuima told me “Amazing, who knew that? But I got a question. Why do these paintings look so old? I mean, it’s only 69 years ago.” “Indeed, but in Heaven and Hell the Time Space does not exist. If you see the Eternal War in Human years it would be more than 500 years.” Yuima stated. That was quite interesting to learn and what is surprising is that no Human is aware of this.

When I studied the walls a little more while we were walking deeper in, I saw pictures began to move. “Do you guys see that?” I asked. “Those are ghosts; they are spying on us so whatever is at the portal here knows that we are coming for it.” “So much unnatural phenomenon accruing right now.” I thought to myself. Suddenly I felt a strong presence and it knocked me over. “I-I cannot get up!” I yelled desperate. I looked at that irritable Angel and it looked like she also had problems standing too. “Sorry Felix, but I cannot come out. This presence is holding me back.” I heard Yuima say inside my head. Then that irritable Angel took out her wings and she stood right up. “What the heck? I can’t even move but she is able to take her wings out AND stand up without any problems?! She must be ahhh strong.” I said to myself while I was trying to do anything. “Felix, please stay here or try to get out of this presence, the Demon here is way stronger than I imagine.” that irritable Angel said, or rather commanded me with a serious look in her face. She then walked deeper inside and just abounded me here on the ground. “Felix, get out of here. If she is right we will be in trouble…” Yuima said worried. “I will not let her be alone. Remember that we beat her some months back right? In that chase I know we can support her.” I go my wings out and suddenly I was able to stand and catch my breath.

I force myself deeper and when I came closer I saw red-orange flares on the relic walls. When I approached what I believed was the exit I heard metal clashing like in the small forest the day I became an Angel. It was so familiar to me. When I came closer I saw a huge room with a door that had a skull with two big horns and right before it; that irritable Angle was fighting a human with a white suit. Suddenly that irritable Angel looked at me and yelled: “What the Fork are you doing here?!” I suddenly saw that white guy flying towards me really fast and before I knew what happened, that guy had his hand flat right at my neck. “Oh? Isn’t this the guy that found us in the forest?” He smiled at me while he asked that irritable Angel. “What? Did I see you two fight in the forest and for that reason I became an Angel?!” I asked confused.

Suddenly that Demon grabbed my neck while he said: “Hey, sis. Do you care for him? Or can I just twitch his head like the rest?” he laughed. “You too are also related?!” I asked again in big confusion. “I told you not to come!” That irritable Angel yelled to me, it looked like she was worried about my life. “I was wor-” Before I could end my sentence I felt my neck burning and forced to the right. “Quit the sweet talk now, shall we? Let me tell you something about my sis here, newbie. The reason for me and her being what we are is because we messed with God. Hundreds of years back our family had a treasure that was said to be able to summon God or the Devil, but only once. My sis here told me to copy it to see if we could summon them both at the same time and so I did. It worked, we did each ritual separately, I for the Devil and her for God. But the copy version is not as perfect as the original as you might have expected so when the energy from the copy and the real one clashed they opened a real black hole right were we stood. It sucks both of us in and before I knew it I was standing before the Devil himself. 50 years late I met my sis here and told her what happened. I told her that I drastically could die and be stuck between heaven and hell if not I’m eating properly. Because she loves me so much she helped me staying alive. I eat “Light” creatures; she feed them to me by luring people in like you to become an Angel and guide you here when you are fully Angels.” When he said the last words I felt a deeply anger towards that irritable Angel. “I was lured to become an Angel… to get my life ruined then be some sort of a snack?!” Everything clicked for me. My rage of being tricked this badly over two months was frustrating me. “Calm down Felix! Your instincts are taking over!” I heard Yuima said to me but something made me refuse to heed her warning. “Are we getting angry? Oh my... well, why can't you just give up and let my brother here absorb you. You have a special presence within you.” that irritable Angel said with a totally different expression in her face, like she is laughing inside.

“Blossom, Renzo Yuima!” I yelled without even noticing at first. That Demon lost its grip on my neck and I jumped some meters away. I could not control my emotions or anything for some reason, but this was not my biggest issue right now. My hatred was as deep as a crushed heart. Then a manly voice inside my head said something I could not ignore, “I can give you the power you require to kill these two traitors. Nothing can surpass my powers so both of these fools will tremble under your rage. All I ask in return is that you use this spear in your hands and press it through you. A contract will be signed but be warned: This contract will not be reversible.” “Felix! This is your inner instincts talking. It is true what it is saying but you will not be able to control this!” Yuima yelled to me desperate inside my head. “Yuima, I don’t care anymore. I’m an Angel, a dead person with wings doomed to be God’s pawn. I have lost everything so who cares?” I said to Yuima inside my head. “This contract will be bind by your blood, pain and suffering. In exchange I will grant you what you seek to take your revenge.” that man-voice said again. “Felix please, I care for you! Don't do this for revenge, you will kill us both! I beg you to stop this and just run, now!” I heard Yuima yell to me in frustration like she cared only by saving herself.

“Split, Renzo Yuima!” The spear in my hand became two parts with no chain linked. I took the part with the blade on and hold it pointing at my chest. “Don't do this Felix, please. Have you forgotten the times you enjoyed with me? My cooking you love. Your job and freedom? If you let the instincts take over, you will lose your humanity, you will be a pet only trained in killing. I mean it Felix, drop the spear and let us run from here. God will send Agents of Creation to deal with these two. Please Felix...” I began to see what she was talking about. But right before I made my decision something pushed the blade through me. The pain was more intense than anything, no word or action can compare it. I then saw that the white suited Demon stood there with his hand at the end of the spear. I yelled while that Demon and that irritable Angel just stood there laughing. Then that Demon began to laugh even more; “Ha-ha ha-ha! Have you given up so soon?! Did you realize that your life was over the first time you were born?!” he continued to laugh. My blood that spilled out of my back suddenly began to move and take shape of a blood-red colored hood alongside a coat. I drew the spear out of my chest and then suddenly both parts of the spear transformed to two silver revolvers. My eyes became as yellow as the sun. Burning with anger and the lust for revenge I smiled. I felt an unbelievable power rushing through my veins. “T-This cannot be…!” that irritable Angel said shocked. “Oh? This is new. An Angel can actually sign a contract with them.” That Demon was a little shocked but exited as well. “I bound to thee. You, my master shall prevail until the nightmare itself screams! I am the one and only might and lust. I am Tertian, The Master of Senses!” I said even thou it was not my voice that came out. The voice was much deeper like that man voice in my head. I had the sensation of killing someone was going to bring me a pleasant joy.

I took my two guns and pointed them towards the Angel and that Demon. “Tertian?! Not one single thing has been able to successfully sign the contract... This will be interesting indeed!” that Demon laughed with a smile. I suddenly shot the gun pointed at that Demon and the bullet flew right through his forehead. He fell dead on the ground. “No…!” That irritable Angel fell on her knees. I walked towards her. “Why did you do this towards me?” I asked calmly. “I have nothing to say to you fiend.” Her face had no emotions. No hope or despair. It looked like she was cursed. She had no soul, no light nor anything for that matter. “Your life is worth less than the people you sacrificed because of your brother.” When I said that the Demon rose up with a happy expression on his face. “That’s good! That is really good!” he yelled. Suddenly horns grew out from his head in a spiral form, red crimson wings came out of his back and a cartographic style devil tail was also shown. He rushed at me with flat hands. I pointed one of my revolvers at him as a warning but he did not stop. I then shot him in the head and he again fell dead on the ground. “Will Hell have mercy on your soul.” and then turned my focus on that Angel again.

Suddenly I noticed a presence behind me. I turned around and there stood that white Demon. He slapped me and I flew right into the relic wall. I got myself out of the wall and then something just suddenly slipped my mouth: “Impressive for a Demon.” then that Demon responded: “I am the 45th Daemon of the Order. Your powers cannot surpass me even if your so-called instincts were going on to the fullest” “My instincts? So this is my inner power...” I thought to myself. I have the same feeling as when I battled Yuima in my mind. I pointed both of the guns at that Demon and fired away. I saw bullets flying toward that Demon and he desperate dodging them. When I, or rather Tertian, had to reload that Demon flew at a sonic speed towards me and tried to hit me with his flat hand palms. I dodge them fairly easily but then his foot came in the picture and kicked me so hard I flew through the first wall into another room in the relic.

“I told you that your powers are useless. You lack the real powers to comprehend this extreme level of battle between the servants of God and the Devil.” He said to me while I lay on the ground. I stood up and ran behind him. I pointed both of my guns at his neck. It looked like that Demon just stood there. Then suddenly in a blink of an eye he was behind me. “Stop trying” I heard him say and then he hit me with his palm on my right shoulder. I flew with my head first into another wall. I tried to stand up but I was unable to move my right arm. When I looked at my arm I saw that my skin was gray-toned. “Surprised? I'm able to cut your muscles by just touching you.” I turned to my left and there that Demon stood again. “Are you saying that you are able to cut my organs too?” I asked as Tertian. “You of all people should know what battles can bring, Tertian. You have served the Devil himself after all.”

“Heh, well then you should know that my power cannot be sealed so easily.” When I said that as Tertian I saw some gold ropes warped around that Demon. “What?! When did you place a seal like that?!” That Demon yelled in panic while more golden ropes continued to wrap around him. “Do you see those bullets around you? While you was busy talking to me I was able to roll some seals around you. To my surprise it actually worked better than I anticipated.” “Why you...!” it looked like that the Demon was sealed and unable to do anything for now. Then suddenly a Scythe came slashing over my head. I was in the nick of time able to dodge it. It was that Angel.

“I don't understand this! Why did you attack him when I saw you two? Why do you help this thing by offering him innocent souls?!” I yelled at that irritable Angel out of frustration. “Do you know how it feels to lose your whole family? The one you love? Of course you don't!” She yelled back while we were fighting. “You're right; I don't know how it feels to lose someone close to you. But I know how it feels to have someone that care about you.” Then I suddenly realized that I had not felt Yuima's presence for a while. “Yuima, you there? Answer me!” I said, or yelled, inside my own head. “Yuima?!” I did not get any response from her. “You’re open!” I felt something cut me. I did not focus too much on the fight so that Angel was able to cut my side. “Kid, if you don't focus you will be dead soon.” Tertian said to me. “Do you know what happened to Renzo Yuima?!” I asked Tertian still inside my head. “I guess she is vanishing away from you.” he said. “What?! What do you mean by that?!” I asked confused. “When you signed my contract I and that girl exchanged places.” Tertian stated. “Is there a way to end the contract?! I need an answer now!” I yelled at Tertian or so I felt I was doing. “By fulfilling the contract, kid. If you do I have nothing more to do here so I will be on my way.” I was thinking about how the contract was; “I can give you the power you require to kill these two traitors. Nothing can surpass this power and both of these fools will tremble under your rage. All I ask in return is that you use this spear in your hands and press it through you. A contract will be signed but be warned: This contract will not be reversible.” “So I need to kill those too...”

I was forced to kill them in order to save Yuima. “How much time do I have?” I asked Tertian calmly. “15 minutes or less.” I took the handle of the Scythe that irritable Angel was wielding and threw her as fast as I could into a wall. Then I rushed towards that Demon which is still trapped in the seal. I pointed both of the guns at his face. “May you find peace.” and then I shot both of the magazines. When they were empty his head was gone and his body was melting into a black pool. “NO! What have you forget done?! I'm gonna kill you and let you be the first Angel to visit Hell forever!!” I heard behind me. I turned around and saw that irritable Angel was flying towards me. Out of pure reflexes I was able to block her Scythe's blade with my guns. She withdraws her Scythe and jumped some meter away from me. “Htaed Tuc!” she yelled and suddenly her Scythe got another blade at the end of its handle which pointed the other way and both blades are now black with some purple substance dripping from them. She stretched her arms in front of her and starts spinning her Scythe at an incredible speed. I saw that the purple substance was flying to the sides and became like a wall stretching from wall to wall and from the floor to the roof. “If you let me control your body more I will make this quick.” I heard Tertian say to me while that Angel walked closer and closer towards me. “You have done enough!” I yelled to him. “OK, I was just giving you the opportunity to finish this battle off quicker since you got less than 3 minutes.” “I have less than 3 minutes left to finish her off? So it has been 12 minutes and I have not done anything? Ok, have it your way. But I will get my body back no matter what you try to do!” I said to make sure he heard me. I now just stood still with my back against a wall while that irritable Angel came closer and closer with her purple wall.

Suddenly I was in a black room with only a small lamp that was hanging above me. The floor, the walls and the roof was all black. I tried to find a door by feeling along the walls and the floor. Nothing, absolutely nothing. I just sat down under the lamp just thinking about this whole situation. Suddenly I felt a breeze coming from somewhere; I stood up and tried to feel the breeze to see if it was coming from an opening. Lucky for me it came right above where I sat. I pushed and pushed the roof. Nothing seemed to work. Now I tried to stand on my hands since my legs is the strongest muscles I can control. It was hard to stand on my hands. I fell plenty of times but if there are a way out I will not get anywhere without giving my all. I kicked and kicked then after a while I felt that the roof gave after. Now I really kicked all I could and also giving a little more speed by jumping with my hands. Suddenly I was able to damage it enough to make a little hole. Through the hole I could hear people and see the sun. That gave me the strength I needed to really kick through. When it became big enough for me to use my hands, I tried to yell but nothing seemed to work. I could still hear people but no one seemed to hear me or care. Then I used my hands. I pushed and pushed the sides of the hole. Then after trying and resting a couple of times I could squeeze myself through.

I lifted myself out of that room and suddenly I fell on my back. I turned around and there was a brick wall there. No holes or anything. I looked around, it seems like a shopping district from the 40th. When I walked around just looking I saw that people was staring at me. After a while a little kid came running to me yelling: “How could you!! Why are you doing this?!” When he was close enough he was starting hitting me and crying. “How can you let Princess Yuima get executed?! WHY?!” Then a woman came running and picked up the boy. “I'm so sorry your Majesty. I don't know what is wrong with him. Please I beg you, don't take him. I will personally punish him myself.” It looked like she was afraid of me. “Can I ask you something?” “S-Sure...” “Why are you calling me Majesty?” Now people around started to whisper more. “You are my great king, my master. The great king that rules this country and soon the world.” She said. “Excuse me? I'm no king, ha-ha. Why would I be?” I laughed. “Majesty?” she asked. “C'mon, stop calling me that. My name is Felix Gismos. So call me by my name, OK?” I said. That woman looked really confused. “Are you Xilef's cousin then?” she asked me. “Xilef? Who is that?” I asked back. “I'm really sorry of this misunderstanding. Could you follow me home?” “Sure thing.” I responded. On our way I asked that boy: “Hello there, can I ask your name? Mine name is Felix, Felix Gismos.” “I'm sorry but he is deaf.” that woman said. “Oh, sorry. So what is his name if I can ask?” “Desièr.” that woman stated. “And yours? I asked. “Rita Humming.” “Humming? Like the Humming bird? Any history behind that?” I asked just to keep a conversation while we were walking. “Our family owns a Remedy Shop which has been here since the existence of this city. We are known for our influential Remedies.” She stated. “Cool.” I responded.

“Here it is; The Humming Remedies.” She said right after we got around a corner. While inside Rita said she needed to discuss something with me after she had put Desièr to bed. She came down from the second floor after some minutes and sat down. “You are not Xilef?” she asked suddenly. “No, as I said my name is Felix.” I stated. “You have never been in this town?” she asked. “No. I suddenly was in a black room. Then when I broke the roof I fell out in the streets.” I said. “Really? So you don't know anything at all?” she asked me curious. “No, nothing. I know there is something about me because people seemed to stare at me and whisper stuff while I was walking by them.” “Well, this is how it is: This city is controlled by Xilef. Xilef is a horrible ruler sent from hell for sure. You look exactly like him, even your voice. But what makes you different from him is your attitude. I thought you were him and so Desièr. If you were him Desièr would be executed.” When she said that it reminded me on what Desièr said to me. “Can you tell me about Princess Yuima?” I asked her with a serious expression. “Her highness is Xilef's Wife. No one knows exactly why she agreed to marry him because she came to this city with a slave dealer. Yuima was the only one who could keep the city happy. She only agreed to be Xilef's wife if she was given the control over everything within this city.” then we both became completely silent.

“No...” Rain seems to be a little scared. The candles suddenly got blown out and it became fairly chilly inside. “It's Xilef's Banshee. I think it have come to see the rumors.” Rita said silently “That Xilef or a duplicate is running around town?” “Yes” she stated. “Please meet the Banshee eye to eye.” she asked “Like I would run away.” Then the door got blown down. I turned around and a man with black clothes and a hood stood right behind me. I could feel the chills going down my back. “You... Must die...” it said. “C'mon, let us be friends. No need for violence right?” It suddenly took a blade under its coat and tried to slash me. I was able to throw myself of the chair to dodge it. “Rita, take Desièr with you out of here.” I said with a smirk. “OK...” she said, it looked like she was really worried about me. “No... Resistance...” that Banshee said to me while I was still dodging his attacks. “Can you give me a sword or a weapon so I could stop moving?” I asked the Banshee. It didn’t answer but it threw his sword at me. “That was nice of you.” I said when I grabbed the sword. But now that Banshee had two Swords. That Banshee had a really scary look. Black clouds were swirling around it and it had rifted black clothing and a hood which covered the face. The Banshee's hands had a blue-gray tone and the skin looked like it started too rotten.

It then pulled back into the wall behind it. I was sure it was going to attack me from behind so I try to constantly watch my back. Nothing happened, it was only an empty house now but the presence of that Banshee still remains. Then I come to think about Rita and her kid Desièr. I rushed up to the second floor. Right before I was on top of the stairs a hand grabbed me from the side wall. It was that Banshee; he stuck his head out and screamed in my face. The scream was so frightened, sounded like children and women burning. It paralyzed me completely, I did notice that the sword that Banshee had in its other hand came slowly towards me. What am I supposed to do? A sword coming at me and my body is paralyzed. Before I knew it my chest was burning like hell. I looked down and the sword had gone right through my chest. The Banshee showed it more in until the handle touched me.

Then I suddenly wake up inside the ruins, I looked around trying to collect my thoughts. In a dark corner laid that irritable Angel. Blood was visible under her body, I also looked at myself; my clothes were rifted, I had deep wounds and then I saw the Scythe that Angel holds beside me. It had its original form. It was really quiet, no sounds except for the wind howling around inside the Relic. I forced myself up and I decided to walk out, on my way out I saw the pool where that Demon had melted. When I got out it was already dark outside, I pulled out my wings and flew towards my apartment. When I opened the door everything was in place since I left. The dirty dishes, my room that belonged to Yuima and her clothes was in the wardrobe. “Yuima? Are you here Yuima?” I asked around the apartment but I got no answer. I thought of what happened to her and about that city I was in before I woke up in the Relic. I lay down on the coach to relax but I could not sleep. Everything that happened this day was still stuck in my head.

Two months ago I became an Angel because of that irritable Angel and her Demon brother just happened to train close to the shortcut in the forest. Then God decided to take me in as his soldier and assigned that irritable Angel as my coach, or mentor. She taught me how to get my signature weapon Yuima which is a spirit taking form of my personality, a spear. Yuima was really nice towards me... having her here was relaxing and the whole apartment had a comforting atmosphere. But everything at this point was that irritable Angel's and her brother's plan on making me some sort of as dinner for that Demon. In the fight I learned that I’m able to summon Tertian, a persona so to speak that also served the Devil himself ages ago, or at least that is what that Demon said. I let him take over my body to end the fight between me and that irritable Angel alongside her brother. What did I gain from this battle? Nothing, absolutely nothing...
-God's Pawn act 3 end, Kavasiki

I find myself in a cellar. Looks like a prison and my chest hurts. I saw blood on my clothes; I lifted my shirt up and saw a deep scratch in my chest. It is still open but I'm too dizzy to actually feel the pain. I hear someone's footsteps hitting the cobblestone floor, sounds like it's coming towards me. "You are Felix correct?" I looked through the prison bars and some mysterious person stood there. "Yes..." I answered. Then that mysterious person unlocked the door and came in. “Do you remember me, Felix?” it sounded like a woman. She took of her hood and showed me her face. It was Yuima, my weapon and the first person in my life that I cared for. “Yuima! You are alright!” I yelled. It was so wonderful to see her again. “Keep quiet, I will get you out so is really, really quiet.” she said and grabbed my arm. “How did I get here?” I asked her while she dragged me with her somewhere. “I will give you a letter where all of it is written down so read it and understand it.” She continued to drag me up stairs and through corridors. The walls were made of stone, it reminded of an old caster from around 16th hundred century. “Here, climb through this crack and you will find yourself in the sewers. It is all written down.” and so I did. She closed the opening behind me with a rock so I had no choice but to feel my way through. There was no light so I just crawled forwards. After a while I suddenly slipped and fell in a hole. I hit the bottom really hard and when I stood up I smelled the sewers. There was some torches here so I could read the letter I was given. “I don't think you will believe this Felix, but for my sake please do. I don't know how I or you got here but I know that the Agents of Creation is behind this. You are now in your own mind. This is the only way I can connect to you. Tertian, he is the persona you summoned in the battle between you, Ika and her brother. I'm sure you don't understand this but the Agents of Creation is the elites among Angels. They were aware of you entering the relic with Ika to meet that Demon. Someone must have told them that you and Ika was cooperation with Demons so they sealed me from you. I have found a way of communicating with you but only for a short time. I need to tell you something really important when we meet next time.”

I suddenly woke up in my living room. I looked at the clock and it seems like I have slept for good over 12 hours now. Is my dream true? Are Yuima still with me? This was indeed confusing but for now I cannot do anything until I fall asleep again. I decided to grocery shop some food and stuff until it became dark outside. When I came back I had at message on my phone. It came from my boss from the indie game company I'm working for. “Hello Felix, I have not heard from you in five days or so. Have something happened? I'm hoping you will call me back. Much appreciated.” Looks like I forgot the work, but for good reason. I need to give him a call soon. After I was done placing the grocery items in their place I sat down on my coach and turned on the TV. Nothing interesting as usual, no big news either. I looked at the clock: 09:36pm. “Guess I will do some cleaning.” I thought to myself. When I turned my back against the TV the whole room started to flash. I turned around and saw that the TV blinking. But I know I turned it off. Then I saw two white wings coming through the TV. “What the hell?!” I said to myself. I saw a head coming out of the TV then suddenly an Angel was standing right in front of me. “Felix Gismos?” he asked. “Yes?” I answered. “You are under arrest for having contact with Demons and murder an Angel Wednesday from 05:00pm to 07:30pm.” he said. “What?!” I responded shocked. “I need you to come with me.” he said. “And if I refuse?” I asked calmly. “I need to use any resources possible to make you come with me.” he stated. “On who’s authority?” I asked him again. “The Law, which is made by God.” he stated.
So I agreed to come with him. He opened a portal in midair which seemed to have a golden gate on clouds pictured in it. When I passed through I appeared in front of a golden gate as the portal showed. When I followed the Angel closer to the gate it opened. After walking through the gate that Angel took out his wings “Follow me past the sky.” I said and took off. I took out my wings and noticed that my wings are bigger than what they were before “Have I become stronger? I don't feel that way but how well...” I thought to myself and took off after that Angel. He and I flew higher and higher towards a nimbus cloud. When we past it I saw some kind of a white building that looked like a roman temple. I saw plenty for Angels flying from and to it, then that Angel I followed landed on it and so did I. “This is the Court of everything. Everything here is decided by God's right hand so show some class.” he said. We walked in and there sat plenty of Angels from left to right like a court room. I kept on follow that Angel to the front. “All rise for The Judge!” that Angel I had followed yelled out and everyone stood up. An Angel came in with white beard and no hair and he also had a halo above his head which no other Angel here had. “Sit.” The Judge said and everyone sat down. “Case file number: 1683. Felix Gismos, murder of an Angel named Ika which was an undercover Agent on the case Daemon League.” When he said that I was shocked. “Was she really an undercover agent? Is that the reason for why they were fighting...? No that cannot be for the reason is that she attacked me even thou her “brother” was wrapped with my seal.” I thought to myself. “Anything you want to add here Felix?” The Judge asked me. “Maybe.” I said. “Then go ahead.” he stated. “Ika said to me that there was an active Relic some miles from the City I was set to protect. When we entered the presence of the Daemon was too intense for me so Ika said I should go back and let her handle this.” “But rejected that command and went after her, why?” the prosecutor interrupted, or I think it was him. “I felt I could help her since I beat her in some training sessions.” I responded. “I see... go on.” the prosecutor said. “Well, when I stood at the entrance of the main room, or what I believed was the main room of the relic, I saw Ika fight against that Daemon. Then that Demon saw me and flew towards me. He grabbed my neck and then he told me that Ika was his sister and they summoned God and the Devil with an ancient family artifact and a copy they made from it some hundred years ago.” “Can you prove that?” interrupted the Judge. “No, I cannot.” I said calmly.

“Ika was assigned as your Guide and she taught you how to gain your signature weapon Yuima correct? But you were also able to summon Tertian which is a Demon's persona.” the prosecutor said and everyone in the court started to whisper. “You signed a contract with Tertian and also gave him full access to use your body and with that Tertian killed Ika.” the prosecutor stated. “Objection your honor!” that Angel I followed yelled. “Rejected.” said The Judge. “Sir Gismos, would you kindly take out your wings for us?” the prosecutor asked. “No, wings are a part of which you are and they don't need to be shown, those are my rights.” I stated. Wings are like someone's private parts but not so serious, they indicate your strength and health. It's like telling people always how your lifestyle is which they don't need to know. “I know that your wings are pitch-black, you are able to summon Tertian and you murdered an Angel which is what Demons mostly do. Angels have died by other than a Demon's hands in over 400 years. Which only points in one direction: you Felix Gismos are a Twilight.” he said and everyone around started to talk with each other. “And that is?” I asked confused. “Twilights are creatures that have traits between Angels and Demons. They are aggressive, strong and have a higher need for killing. They don't have the same rights as Angels or Demons have which means you must show your wings if demanded so.” that Angel beside me said. I think he is my lawyer too. “So, could you show us your wings please.” said the prosecutor to me. I stood up, pressed my shoulder backwards and closed my hands. My wings came out and the Angels around seemed a little scared. “As I thought.” said the prosecutor with a smirk. “What a bunch of weaklings, heh.” came suddenly out of my mouth. “What did you say...?” asked The Judge. “Didn’t you hear me grandpa? I said that none of you can be considering a challenge and are all a disgrace to the word divinity.” I said. For some reason I could not stop myself for saying things. “So you have come out to greet us Tertian?” the prosecutor asked. Some Angels with some staffs flew towards me from the main entrance and doors around the court. They grabbed my arms and wings with a really strong grip. “Why do you even bother?” Tertian said while I felt some kind of energy flowing thought my veins. Suddenly, out of nowhere, a black aura surrounded me and then made an explosion from my body which threw those guards into the walls. “Do you have any idea on how powerful this Human is?” Tertian asked. Tertian speaks through me and have control over my body but I’m still aware of what is happening.

“This Human is even greater than the Devil himself at a very young age. I cannot pass up this opportunity.” he continued with a smile. “Tertian, we need you to take a step back and surrender. Or we will be forced to use deadly force.” stated The Judge. “Then bring it. This body is perfect for me to use in the upcoming act of my scene.” Tertian stated. The Judge rose up from his chair and drew a very long katana out from his coat. “Burn, Tortuga Amino.” he said and the katana got some kind of sky-blue flame around it. “Ah, so you are THE Judge. I have been looking forward to fight someone with your reputation.” Tertian crossed his hands and then released a shock wave to blow the seats in the court to the sides to make a fine open space to battle in. “Now that the stage is set, let the battle commence.” said Tertian. The Judge jumped then from his chair into the arena. At the second The Judge touched the floor Tertian stood behind him with his left gun pointing at his head. The Judge suddenly began to burn and I felt something slashed my back. Tertian jumped forward and turned around and there stood The Judge with his katana with some blood on it. “You are really slow on your reaction Tertian. You are no match for me.” said The Judge. “Is that so? Look under you.” said Tertian. When The Judge looked down on his feet he could see some small bullets on the ground. Then out of the bullets came golden ropes trying to snatch The Judge but he was in the nick of time to dodge them. I tried to force my wings to disappear but since Tertian is me I cannot stop focusing on neither them nor this battle. The Judge was running around Tertian while tapping the ground with the tip of his katana while Tertian was shooting after him while standing still. When he finally stopped I saw markings on the ground. “Seals?!” I thought to myself because they looked like something from an anime or some kind of manga. Without any warning I got forced down on my knees. I felt like someone had dropped a house on me. “ahhh you...!” Tertian yelled while he, or I, got forced to the ground. “This, Tertian, is the same technique used by Rickko which I'm sure you're familiar with.” said The Judge. “Rickko?! You mean he is still alive?! To hell with this!” yelled Tertian while he tried to force himself on his feet.

Suddenly my wings disappeared and I got control over my thoughts again, but not my body since I was lying flat on the floor without any chances of getting up. “Felix Gismos.” The Judge said to me. “Y-Yes?” I responded while I still tried to get myself up. “You are hereby found guilty for indirect murder.” continued The Judge. “What?! I have not do-” before I could end my sentence I was interrupted by the prosecutor: “You are involved with Tertian, giving him a possible way into our world again and helped him commit a murder towards an Agent. You're wings will be removed and your Angelic powers will be taken from you. In other words you will be a Human again with no guidance from anyone.” I don't know if I should be happy or sad. I will get my old and boring life back but will I be able to see Yuima? “Will I be able to see or have any contact with my weapon?” I asked calmly. “No, you will not have anything that will connect you to God or the Devil. This is a serious crime and therefore we are allowed to erase your memory without your permission.” The Judge said and suddenly everything went black. “I will miss you too Felix.” I heard.
-God's Pawn act 4 end, Kavasiki